February 2012
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Change in Scenery.
Sometimes I wish that surrounding myself with an entirely different group of people for once wasn’t so difficult. The urge I have to change who I’m surrounded with I feel is almost like my constant itch for a change in scenery. I’m always whining about how I need to get out of the monotony of this small little town and out marveling in the postcard places. But I figured if I...
WatchHusband on da left~
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Strength.
Today was basically like an emotionally draining therapy session I got to skip almost all my classes for. Beforehand I thought ‘Man I’m over all my past problems, I’ll be alright’. But the second it was my turn to talk my hands got clammy and started shaking, my heart raced out of pure anxiety, and my voice did nothing but crack - all of which led to some intense bawling. I...
Desperate.
It’s pathetic when girls are down to do anything for that 15 minutes of attention they constantly crave. And what’s even worse is when those same girls plant their sexcapade stories and have the nerve to front like they’re mad that everyone knows their business. Hoes be secretly enjoying the wrong type of attention for the sake of having any attention at all.
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I should take out my frustrations on intense workouts more often.
Anonymous asked: describe your type of guy, as in traits and physical appearance
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Liars are annoying.
It’s like spitting in my face, really. Am I really that painfully incompetent to you that I deserve your bullshit?
Bores.
Sometimes I feel like my life has finally fallen into that deep pit of dull monotony. I just have these random itches for something beyond the everyday norm of the same old routine, same old friends, same old town. Granted, these things can be objects of comfort at times, but still. Unfortunately, I go through people rather quickly because of how easily bored I become. But how can you blame me...
Seduce my mind to get my body.
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If it's important to you, you'll find a way. If...
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Blurb.
I just noticed that recently I’ve been dreading bright sunlight because it just shines all over my face and I fucking hate it. Actually… I’ve been feeling the need to hide my face a lot just in general lately. This kind of just confirmed my previous post. Cool.
Rock Bottom.
I am not happy with myself. I don’t think I ever will be 100% satisfied with myself any time soon. There are so many elements I can’t stand. Granted, I am fully aware of how disgusting it is to have that much self ‘dislike’. Granted, it’s absolutely unhealthy to spend what seems like hours dissecting flaws and flaws and more flaws in the mirror. Granted, no one should...
“The aim of art is to represent not the outward appearance of things, but their...”
– Aristotle
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UGH.
Seriously, I really was on a roll with the whole “I don’t need anyone, high school relationship oriented problems are a waste of time” mentality. But of course, all this frustration comes raging back with the wrong people, wrong timing, wrong everything. That, or my total lack of appeal to mankind is nonexistent. What the hell… this sucks.
January 2012
63 posts
Ambition is handicapped by laziness.
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Seven Blunders of the World
1. Wealth without work 2. Pleasure without conscience 3. Knowledge without character 4. Commerce without morality 5. Science without humanity 6. Worship without sacrifice 7. Politics without principle
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Thirst.
For some reason I’m having this sudden itch to travel and marvel at something far beyond my comfort zone, beyond my element, and pretty much beyond myself. I hate monotony: and like any other teenager in a suburb, I’m so sick of dealing with it everyday.
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Nonconformist Philosophy.
People who have given us their complete confidence believe that they have a right to ours. The inference is false, a gift confers no rights.
Morality is but the herd-instinct in the individual.
We often refuse to accept an idea merely because the way in which it has been expressed is unsympathetic to us.
Convictions are more dangerous foes of truth than lies.
The most common lie is that which...
